if i ask the encyclopedia a question, will it answer back?

on that fateful day of july 20th, 1988 AD, no one told the authors of the encyclopedia americana that i was born...they don't even have my name in volume number 8, COROT TO DESDEMONA...no bulbs flashed while taking my picture, no news reporters queued outside the hospital in manila...MEANING? i was a total nobody (except for my family, hellew..who had never seen an angel before?!) .

now as we grow up, we meet different kinds of people who influence the way we act, the manner in which we fart, the times we eat everyday, what junkfoods are best for growing kids like me, how often you brush your teeth in a week, how to pick your scabs after getting a wound healed, even how to take potty...

we were told that the best way to live in this world and to leave this world is by being SOMEBODY. huwaat! that's terrible, you have to start from scratch and build yourself a reputation that's supposed to make everybody know you, love you, want you, whatever, you get the point. anyways, i guess god thought that its so lame being born omnipotent so you have to actually work for it in your lifetime. fine.

anyways, so now we're all in this f*cked up world which is oh-so beautiful if not for those stupid fools using their nincompoopery that's really making it look kinda like michael jackson-UGLY ...back to the main point: as we're all trying to mark our footsteps in this huge ball of rock, water and nitrogen, someday you'll realize that you just want to be nobody so that no one will make f*ckin comments about how you act (hello! we're all average reasonable persons here! you hav no right to dictate what the hell i'm supposed to do)

so i'm really wishin to go to college now, builiding a new identity, just hangin out playin cards at cervini,sleep at rizal lib, not givin a f*ck what you think and whatever...if i end up at UP, i just wish i won't be an activista...hehehe